three thousand five hundred.

i can do this, i can do this. i can do this damnit!!!

no need to ask me how my day was please.


ah, but no, i didn't look like this when i was at work today.



this year, i realise i should love myself.

and to be thankful, for everything.


( sappy words under the cut! aided by a string of fandom gifs )

someone's asked the question already!

here's a quick wish list.

Puzzle Tour DVD
Super Junior Live II in Japan
(or any other Suju DVD for that matter. it's very welcomed)
SS501 U R Man DVD
Crowd Lu live in TICC
that $185 agnes b. card case/wallet that has a ribbon in front in black or purple. i bought it in black!
yokoyama yu
a new computer mouse that has those wire-keeping ability (what, what do you call it? /sweat) and a sleek surface that can be wiped clean. the one i'm using died prematurely, so i had to get a new one. hurhur.
a chance to watch super junior in Thailand on nov 28. (got any thai friends that can help me? that's a big enough gift.)
paid livejournal for the next year (if not, just more icon space. i love icons!)
lee hyukjae in a box
kinokuniya/tangs/takashimaya vouchers
recommendation for a part time job that can start nov 5 to end of december


erm. i can't think of anything more. i haven't got enough friends to fulfill all of this either, so why on earth am i even doing this? lol.

i'm going to be blogging a bit for the next couple of days.

more to remind me of things. lol.


11/11- pepero day. (i'm more familiar with the term, pocky day). given to me from wynter_myst. that's my sexy thigh.


the inside of a christmas tree. it stands outside ion orchard.


crab beehoon. i might regret the large amts of milk probably present in the soup but damn if it isn't worth it.

songs of the day:
thump thump date - IU
晴天雨天 - zhang liyin

i can now add "almost getting into an argument with your recruitment agent" into my list of accomplishments.

ahh. i can die happy now.




note: i'm being sacastic.

WORSE JOB INTERVIEW EVER, TODAY.

dear interviewer...






on another note.

this is the reason why i should "never say never". if someone told me one day i'll be crazy enough to fly out of the country to watch a korean band, i'd say he/she was crazy but now...

( BIG BIIIIGGG pic and gif spam. happy 4th. )

my mom: "what's c-l-o-w-n?"

me: clown mama, it's clown.

mom: so what's c-r-o-w-n?

me: crown.

mom: so, which one is 皇冠?

me: crown.

mom: so what is clown?

me: 小丑 mama.

mom: *pauses for a long time* isn't that cloud?

me: that's 云, mama! *dies laughing*


now they're all eating magmun minis which i can't eat because "hello lactose intolerance".

the only good thing out of this is i won't gain the weight from the ice cream. *sulks*

i've never felt my age except for the past 3 weeks.

but i'm going to give it my best shot.

and i will NOT let non-related things stress me!

at the risk of sounding cheesy...

reduced to a whimper.

oh, oh, only for you.
only for you, lee hyukjae.

i knew i was going to watch this... why i didn't expect for me to be tearing at the end of the episode.

it must be all those susan wigg romance novels i've been reading.



( okay so aiba isn't that bad. )